MOVING THROUGH UNCERTAINTY
TO THE ASSURANCE JESUS GIVES US – we will experience the reward of Easter. There was one disciple who did not fall away in the turmoil and fear of the events around Jesus’ death. 26 “When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing beside her, he said to his mother, ‘Woman, here is your son.’ 27 Then he said to the disciple, ‘Here is your mother.’ And from that hour the disciple took her into his own home.” We know very little of the details but there was only John at the foot of the cross. The other disciples were not there. This says something of the faith and courage John displayed that day. John is an example for us of the kind of behavior in uncertain situations we need to ask for, in prayer.
None of the disciples knew exactly what would be happening that week, as they entered Jerusalem. They were trying to keep up with it all, but by the time it was all over, John was the only one left to offer support and love to Jesus. The rest had scattered in fear. They had a human reaction to a frightening situation. But John must have been operating on a different spiritual level. He had been closer to Jesus, and may have had a vision of what was required of him. All the disciples had been given the same spiritual resources as John, but something clicked in him that didn’t in the others. We are all given the same opportunity to receive the spiritual resources that were given to the disciples. Eventually they all rose to a better plane of spiritual behavior, and used what they had experienced with Jesus to do the work of God they had been called to do. Through prayer, we can also realize the potential for acting in God’s name, and doing the work God has for each of us to do. God will do this in us when we open ourselves up to let the Spirit work in us. May we all know this blessing and willingly use it for God. Ever-present God, we are grateful for your abiding and loving presence in each of us. Give us the understanding to rely on your power you have put within us, from our birth. Help us connect to you inside of us, and know how loving and beneficial your guiding Spirit is in our lives. Help us let go of fear, and learn to trust that you want only good for us, and for others. Use what you have given us to spread love and mercy everywhere we go. In the name of your son Jesus, who gave up his life for ours to be more complete. Amen. PEACE